It's SATURDAY.
Wee~ Finally.
And ya, next week got 2 test.
Gonna study with class mates in School Tml.
SUNDAY and i STILL GOING TO SCHOOL.
Omg. Who can imagine me doing that?

After school, i went to AMK the pasa malan with Andrew
he so greedy la. haha. saw all those food he like then buy and eat.
I'm dieting! So, i bought sausage only. HEHE. (but i buy 2, hehe)
After that went home change and Went out with class mates .
Suppose to catch a 7.2opm moive, the M18 de.
but end up no seats le.
So we ate at Cineleisure food court.
And....
Head to my FAV CAFE. GRAPEVINE.
Play pool, chit chat, play cards.
Muahaha. Till about 11.10pm, we all took bus AMK.
Yeah. tat's all for ytd.

i am SOOOO CONFUSE.
cos tml is 4May.
and if i'm not wrong, andrew will ask me patch on 4May.
Cos, it's my fav number.
and why am i here confuse?
Just with him la... =.=
but... i will lose my freedom. Yeah.
he said that he will treat me very very good, and change his temper etc.
but 1 condition, cannot go out with poly frens.
DOTS. i think i shall mix with Indians or Malay only. cos Chinese is not allowed.
i know he don trust my poly frens. tat's y.
but i still got like 12weeks to be with them. And somemore, Nurul organising Chalet.
So how? ask them all change race to indian or Malay?
i think Felicia will have the same prob as me.
she worst. for me is as long as got 1 girl, i can go out with my frens.
but for her is have to have more girls than guys.
I hope Felicia's bf, Andrew or whoever guys who don't allow your gf to go out with frens,
see how terrible we will be.
Felicia was like keeping asking girls to go, keep pursuade them to go.
it's not like they are bad ppl. Yeah. i know de.
I know they bad anot. cos it's 4weeks of being with them.

And for all those guys who like tat,
1. you can let your gf sad cos she wanna go out with frens but she can't. eventually hate it.
2. go with her. Yeah. if you don feel being left out or wad, jus tag along.
3. dump her and find a girl who hate going out with frens.

Muahaha. i felt so much better...
WAIT. HANG ON.
i'm not saying this to any specific person.
Just hope that all my frens be it you are guy or girl, take this as consideration when with ur gf/bf.
Yeah. Haha.

i felt that i'm so selfish.
i want to hang out with frens as and when i want.
like if i wan to meet bhood or poly frens, i just go.
Yeah. i will not care whether andrew will angry anot.
Just go le, after that than hong him or wad.
i'm being selfish.
i know... everytime you say no, but i still will go.
hmmm. how? how to solve this?
ok. i shall not go out with frens often.
once a while. will this solve the matter? so in this way, i will listen to you when u don't allow me go. but when i DAMN feel lik going, you can't stop me (provided that i did not go out with them a few days ago)
Yeah. this sound good. So how? Andrew, are you reading?
you agree? if don agree, i can't help it liao.
although you are really important to me, but those who going with me for lifetime Guarantee is Bhood frens and Simon. That's y. there is no this word "break" in a frenship.
Am i right? Haha.
Sorry if you felt hurt or what if i said this. just how i feel. Yeah.
if you willing to compromise with me, i will patch back with you.
but if you don't, yeah, you can just let me know.

Certain things, time do play a part.
in a way that once it's gone, you can never bring it back.
Just like when you broke a glass.
You can't piece it back, even if you can, it won't be in a whole.
i do feel this way.
Frens, treasure the one you love, be it frens or gf/bf.
cos once you lost them, it is hard to bring them back.
After a decision had made, it is impossible to change the decision.
yeah. what is you had just throw away, you can't find it back.
this is what i wan to say.
HAHA.
Shall not say so many emo things le.
don worry. i perfectly fine, jus sharing my thoughts with you all. :)

7may is my grandma's birthday.
Weee~ i'm going to Rendezvous hotel straits café for dinner with relative and also ANDREW.
yeah. i told my mother he is coming.
HAHA. i bet he going to like it. :) He love to eat you see.
i think i better dress up. and after school straight away go my uncle's house or what.
cos it's at woodlands. yeah. i shall ask my cousin whether wan to go over uncle's house sing k first than go over.
cos my uncle complaining that he bought the whole K set for us but we didn't go over.
Haha. Hope the food is nice!!

ok . i got to go out le
meeting Jeremy buy books at clementi.
HAHAHA. clement's town . HEHE.
ok. got to do bath . don wan to be late!
See ya all.