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Sunday, June 28, 2009, 12:27 PM
i was foolish to be sad cos of quarreling with bf.
i shouldn't be sad at all.
we always make up back after probably not more than 2hour?
yeah. that is a good sign cos we won't get angry with each other over a day.
he says it is normal for couple to quarrel, jus both give in and love love, and everything will be back to normal again. i totally agree.
i don hold grudge on him.
drinking and getting drunk because of sadness is just not me.
not when i know he is still with me.
few weeks back there are many friends couple's problem
that was when i felt i am lucky.
i really am lucky.
i am lucky that we are still this good after 3yr 9mth.
i am lucky that i accepted who you are and you accepted for who i am.
i am lucky that i do not need to feel lonely anymore.
i am lucky that you are faithful to me.
i am lucky that you dote me
i am lucky that you send me long good night msg everynight as i requested , and not angry tat i didn't send to you.
i am lucky that i am able to accept that at times certain things are just more important than me. for example when you kicking soccer, or when you playing dota, maybe sometimes when you are with your fren you neglect me. I can accept all these, i learn to accept all this already. this is my way of giving in to you. i know you know this.
i am lucky that i am able to read your mind. i know you love it when i can guess what you want, what you thinking, or what you wanted to say. i love it that i am able to guess you and say out what is in your mind before you even speak out.
i am lucky that you are able to accept that i dislike going to your house. and you are willing to come over my place jus because i am lazy to go out, and cos you miss me
i am the luckiest women in the world cos i met you .
do you feel lucky too? let's keep this luck in our relationship, i don't mind losing in gambling, as long as my luck is in the connection between us.
i know i am uncontrollable at times when i am angry, i would say things that hurt you. i am sorry. please accept this negative side of me, i will try my best to not to being mean to you especially when i am angry. or probably, you already accept this negative side of me? (i guess so, because you will ignore me when i am angry till i cooled down.)
at times i dislike you coming over to play with me and my frens. bcos when i am with my frens i wan to enjoy, i do not want you to be around . because i do not want to be worried, scared that you are bored, i do not want you to think that i place my frens first because i keep talk to them and ignore you, i do not want to quarrel with you when i am with my frens. i want to enjoy when i am with them . please understand.
i kept thinking, it is possible that we will be together forever . i do not believe the word forever, and i hate it when someone say this forever word to me. because i just dont believe until i live to the very end of my life. sometimes i hope that i am probably 5 yrs older and it is about time to get married. because i really want to live with you. i am afraid that as time goes by, our relationship worsen. are you afraid too?
please read this post yrs later if this really do happen. i love you. Get me back by all means if i were to abandon you. if not i will chase you.
this is a little secret in me....
i am looking forward to the day you propose to me (:
shhh shhh.
love
i shouldn't be sad at all.
we always make up back after probably not more than 2hour?
yeah. that is a good sign cos we won't get angry with each other over a day.
he says it is normal for couple to quarrel, jus both give in and love love, and everything will be back to normal again. i totally agree.
i don hold grudge on him.
drinking and getting drunk because of sadness is just not me.
not when i know he is still with me.
few weeks back there are many friends couple's problem
that was when i felt i am lucky.
i really am lucky.
i am lucky that we are still this good after 3yr 9mth.
i am lucky that i accepted who you are and you accepted for who i am.
i am lucky that i do not need to feel lonely anymore.
i am lucky that you are faithful to me.
i am lucky that you dote me
i am lucky that you send me long good night msg everynight as i requested , and not angry tat i didn't send to you.
i am lucky that i am able to accept that at times certain things are just more important than me. for example when you kicking soccer, or when you playing dota, maybe sometimes when you are with your fren you neglect me. I can accept all these, i learn to accept all this already. this is my way of giving in to you. i know you know this.
i am lucky that i am able to read your mind. i know you love it when i can guess what you want, what you thinking, or what you wanted to say. i love it that i am able to guess you and say out what is in your mind before you even speak out.
i am lucky that you are able to accept that i dislike going to your house. and you are willing to come over my place jus because i am lazy to go out, and cos you miss me
i am the luckiest women in the world cos i met you .
do you feel lucky too? let's keep this luck in our relationship, i don't mind losing in gambling, as long as my luck is in the connection between us.
i know i am uncontrollable at times when i am angry, i would say things that hurt you. i am sorry. please accept this negative side of me, i will try my best to not to being mean to you especially when i am angry. or probably, you already accept this negative side of me? (i guess so, because you will ignore me when i am angry till i cooled down.)
at times i dislike you coming over to play with me and my frens. bcos when i am with my frens i wan to enjoy, i do not want you to be around . because i do not want to be worried, scared that you are bored, i do not want you to think that i place my frens first because i keep talk to them and ignore you, i do not want to quarrel with you when i am with my frens. i want to enjoy when i am with them . please understand.
i kept thinking, it is possible that we will be together forever . i do not believe the word forever, and i hate it when someone say this forever word to me. because i just dont believe until i live to the very end of my life. sometimes i hope that i am probably 5 yrs older and it is about time to get married. because i really want to live with you. i am afraid that as time goes by, our relationship worsen. are you afraid too?
please read this post yrs later if this really do happen. i love you. Get me back by all means if i were to abandon you. if not i will chase you.
this is a little secret in me....
i am looking forward to the day you propose to me (:
shhh shhh.
love